UveBenPunkdByAK

hmm..
hmm.. I don't know what to write.. because .. I don't know why.. I don't know anything anymore.. hahahaha..

I'm trying to make amber a buddy profile.. that she'll like.. but.. i suck at that.. she won't like it no matter what I do..

I'm board so I'm taking this from ambers LJ and using it.. hahhahaha

1 MINUTE AGO: I copy and pasted this into my LJ..
1 HOUR AGO: I was sleeping
1 DAY AGO: I wrote a song..
1 YEAR AGO: I was ... dunno..
I HURT: noone and nothing
I LOVE: amber !! haha.. other than her.. I dunno
I HATE: Lots (same as amber)
I FEAR: Being alone (same as amber)
I HOPE: I find what im looking for (same as amber)
I FEEL: lonely (same as amber)
I HIDE: from myself
I DRIVE: ... people insane ? haha
I MISS: him (same as amber.. but not the same person)
I LEARNED: to be .. myself ?
I NEED: Someone (agreed with amber.. but not the same SomeOne..)
I THINK: he's hot (same but not the same.. as amber)

FIRSTS
First screen name: All4sarah518 (my sister was OBSESSED with O-town.. and thier song All for love.. )
First piercing/tattoo:Ears .. LONG LONG time ago
First credit card: none
First enemy: Oh.. umm.. Don't remember
First concert: AMBER !!! YOU SAW GOB ??? OMG THAT'S KICK ASS !! anyways.. none yet.. but .. Something Corporate the 20th will be my first concert..
First musician you remember hearing in your house: heh.. you really think I'll remember that ?

LASTS
Last big car ride: to my aunts for the fun of it..
Last kiss: Sept. or Augest.. from Chris at Selkirk.. :(
Last library book: dunno..
Last movie seen: Shrek 2 !!
In the theatre: A Cinderella Story
Last food consumed: Pie.. chocolate pie.. haha
Last phone call: umm.. Jamie on friday..
Last CD played: Good Charlotte - The Chronicals of Life and Death .. (#4 .. SOS for the song)
Last drink drank: umm.. orange juice maybe ?
Last time scolded: about.. 10 minutes ago.. I was playing with my lighter.. :)

SHORT ANSWER
I AM: lonely (same as amber)
I WANT: something/someone.. ;) to do..
I HAVE: brand new favorite movie.. Hangman's Curse
I WISH: all the time(same as amber)
I HATE: lots (same as amber)
I WONDER: frequently (same as amber)
I LOVE: him still (same as amber.. but not the same person)
I ACHE: <<3 (GO AMBER !!)
I ALWAYS: think 2 much into things..
I DANCE: Never.. I can't dance..
I SING: songs ... a lot.. I always sing.. but I dunno if I'm any good..
I CRY: A lot (same as amber)
I AM NOT ALWAYS: happy (same as amber)
I WRITE: a lot .. but mostly Songs and Poems.. once in a while I write stories.. but.. Songs mostly..
I WIN: you lose (hahahaha.. same as amber)
I LOSE: never... JUST KIDDING.. like.. all the time..
I CONFUSE: a lotta ppl..
I NEED: him (same as amber, but not the same person..)
I SHOULD: shut up (amber..)

YES or NO
YOU KEEP A LJ: Obviously yes
YOU LIKE TO COOK: yes
YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVEN'T SHARED WITH ANYONE:Yes.. well.. sort of.. I share EVERYTHING with Amber.. But that 's just about it..

DO YOU...?
HAVE A CRUSH: Yes
WANT TO GET MARRIED: eventually
GET MOTION SICKNESS: sometimes
THINK YOU'RE A HEALTH FREAK: hell no
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: sometimes
LIKE THUNDER AND LIGHTNING: omg yes.. I LOVE IT !! i love storms.. and I love night
DYE YOUR HAIR: nope.. my mom won't let me yet.. :(

FAVORITES
NUMBER: 18 .. 20 .. or 77
COLOR: black, green, purple, and like.. a dark blue
DAYS: Friday ,saturday and sunday (amber.. :) lol)
MONTH: December.. I love it when It snows.. SNOWBOARDING.. i skip school to snowboard.. hahahaa
SONG: hahaha.. You REALLY want me to count ?? didn't think so..
SEASON: winter
DRINK: i have no idea..

PREFERENCES
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: Both, but if I HAD to pick just one make out (same as amber)
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: chocolate milk (same as amber)
MILK, DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: milk (same as amber)
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: Vanilla (same as amber)

IN THE LAST 2 DAYS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED? Yes lastnight.. (same as amber)
HELPED SOMEONE? I don't know
BOUGHT SOMETHING? not that I know of.
GONE TO THE MOVIES? Nope (same as amber)
SAID 'i love you'?: Nope (same as amber)
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: Nope (same as amber)
TALKED TO AN EX?: Nope (same as amber)
MISSED AN EX?: everyday.. only one.. Will.. even though.. he wan't exactly an EX
WRITTEN IN A DIARY?: yes
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: yes (same as amber..)
HUGGED SOMEONE?: yes (same as amber)

kk.. done with that.. Leave A Comment Please.. just so I feel special.. :)...

Current Mood: numb
Current Music: Numb - Linkin Park (watch the video.. you'll get it)

well.. in BABCA..

Well, hello everyone.. I'm in BABCA right now.. Board as fuck though.. I'm supposed to be doing MicroType.. but I don't care right now.. I'm sort of in a good mood.. omg.. I almost forgot how this feels.. it's good.. I'm really happy for Wes.. he's got a girlfriend and he's happy.. good for him.. It hurts a little.. but.. Nick did the most pain.. But.. I think it's sort of fixed.. like.. Last night.. I cleared up that I still love him and that I always will, and he said that he loves me too, but we can't expect a relationship out of each other because he doesn't want to "hurt" me.. even though that much pain was.. like.. In there.. I don't know anymore.. I'm confused.. I don't know what to do... Even though I know that it might now work out.. there'd still be that SMALL chance.. I don't care anymore.. not about anything.. I'm not happy about what happened... but I know I have to get over it.

Peanut is cheating on Greg with Tom, which is cheating on Peanut, with Me !! hahahha.. jk jk..

Greg: I still say you just go gay and get it over with.. just kidding just kidding.. You'd never be gay.. I know, you're straight.. and you'll always be straight... hahahha

" MUH NIGGAZ DON'T DANCE THEY JUST PULL UP THEY PANTS AND .. DO THE ROCK-AWAY.. NOW LEAN BACK.. LEAN BACK.. LEAN BACK "..

haha Greg .. You're my hommie-g-unit... (hommie.. g-uuuuuunit !!)

hahahha.. I'm board.. so here's questions.. leave a comment and answer them please.. !!

1. What's your name ? :

2. Are you my friend ? :

3. Who was your first crush ?:

4. Who is your current crush ?:

5. How old are you ? :

6. How old are they ?:

7. What's your favorite movie ?:

8. Show ?:

9. If you're male.. Do you wanna kiss me ?:

10. Do you wanna date me? :

okay.. now they're just getting gay.. so LEAVE A COMMENT AND ANSWER THEM PLEASE !!

-=- SaraH AnnE -=-

Current Mood: lonely
Current Music: bad religion - sorrow, or Good Charlotte - The Truth

urrrr..
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO, NOR WHO I AM !!

if you count yourself as my friend.. then, go back a couple days.. and comment.. and fill out that form shit junk.. please... !! i just feel so unwanted.. and Nick isn't helping .. being sad sucks..

leave comments..

-sarah

Current Mood: pissed off
Current Music: Simple Plan - Perfect World

yay !! ... Nick ... :)
I just got home from Jamie's cousin Pam's house.. I was there with Jamie and Allanna.. we were there for a "haloween party" .. it wasn't too bad.. we watched part of the movie.. Fear Of The Dark.. what I watched was fantastic !   hahaha.. anyways..

I'm the HAPPIEST person EVER right now.. I don't think anything could make me happier.. !!

I talked to Nick on the phone last night.. Nick is the SWEETEST person EVER.. Nobody knows how much I like him.. but maybe him.. hahaha.. And he said that he loves me !! and I love him ofcoarse...

i talked to him on the internet tonight too.. he was the SWEETEST person then too.. oh my.. it was awesome.. He told me that he might be falling for me.. No one could possibly IMAGINE how happy I am.. And I promised him.. that I will not cut anymore.. All I need to do when I get mad is think.. Nick.. :) .. It helps !!

Oh, when I was on the phone with him last night.. I was horribly shaking.. like.. my whole body.. and I couldn't stop.. and I don't know why I was shaking.. I think it was because I was happy.. but.. I don't know..

My new thing is I love to listen to Nick breathe.. it makes me feel confertable..    I care for him so much.. I really do love him dearly..
I really really like him..

but somethings I have to learn to live with and move on.. he's got a girlfriend.. so.. I don't know anymore..
                                               Any ideas ??

                                        Leave A Comment Please !!!!

                                                     Love,
                                         -=- sarah -=- anne -=-

Current Mood: happy
Current Music: black label society - stillborn ... (nick.. )

heeyyyy...
hey ! Sorry I haven't written in a while.. I have some info to fill ya'll in on.. !! I got in trouble for school, and boys and all of the junk.. hahhahaha.. oh well though.. I'm grounded off the computer for a while, so I won't be writing in this unless I have time in BABCA.. :) which I am in right now.. I have counsiling at 11:30.. I'm going to ask her about the anti-depressants.. because it gets bad at the beginning of the week, and by the time I see her, it's healed pretty good, and looks like older scars.. I know my friends don't want to deal with it, so I don't even tell them anymore.. it's like, Now I'm turning into one of the fuckin' crazy ass psychos that hide EVERYTHING from EVERYONE.. Lately I've also become friends with Rodney Horning.. He's our Varsity Football's starting quarterback, and he's only a sophmore.. !! :) hahahaha.. that means he's good.. but.. I feel bad saying this but, he can't throw very well.. lmao.. anyways.. I miss talking to amber SO much.. I miss her too.. I love her.. :) She's the coolest person I've EVER met.. :) I miss Will to, yes hard to believe, but I do !! weird.. well.. I'm off to do babca stuff.. :) love ya'll.. later..

-sarah anne

(leave a comment PLEASE !! I feel like a loser !!)

I WANT MIKE CLARK.. I LOVE #50 ON OUR VARSITY FOOTBALL TEAM.. WHATTA HOT SENIOR...

Current Mood: rejected
Current Music: My Chemical Romance - I'm Not Okay (I Promise)

wow..
yupp, these last couple weeks have been SO hecktic.. :( .. okay.. lets start with the counsiling.. it's going GREAT.. but my "friends" are getting even more retarded than ever.. But that's okay.. I have all my real friends.. I get to do Justin's hair hot pink !! YESS !! haha.. I get to TOUCH his hair.. :) .. woot woot.. okay.. then.. Andy and Lauren are going out.. (so what happened to Justin ?? DuNnO.. but MINE now !!) haha.. and then.. Jeremy Okay has a seisure and he's paralyzed on his right side and is in a coma.. :( That makes me soo soo sad.. I hope he's ok.. that'd be awesome.. now our football team officially sucks.. we're 1-7 .. geeze.. but.. My brother is like.. the STAR player.. :) WOOT WOO !! I'm so proud of my awesome brother.. then what else is up lately ?? hmm.. oH YEAH.. i'm having second thoughts about marching band.. like.. i don't wanna do it.. but.. I want to go to Washington DC coz there's gonna be a LOT of people there, and HOT guys might be there.. ANND .. we get to stay in a college.. WOOT WOO.. sneak out and go find the Friday night parties !! Oh, and I love Wes.. :) he's the greatest person ever.. I love Wes.. :) Wes' nickname is Romeo (only by me) :) haha.. Romeo and Juliet is my favorite play ever.. Shakespeare is brilliant.. and people in my Spanish class are like, Shakespeare is stupid.. so.. I call them stupid Mexicans.. I say ya'll should go fill out my questions from the other day.. Sorry I haven't wrote in a while.. Things are HECKTIC.. but.. I'll try as much as I can to write when I can !!

Songs you should check out -

-- SOS by Good Charlotte
-- Welcome To My Life - Simple Plan
-- My Prerogative - Britany Spears
-- Fly - Hilary Duff
-- We're All To Blame - Sum 41
-- Failures Not Flattering - New Found Glory

/\ those songs kick ass.. :)

Love Ya'll..

- sarah anne -

( i'm sad because of jeremy.. )

Current Mood: sad
Current Music: right now I'm watching Fuse, so whatever is on...

Questions ..
Its basically the same .....But fill it out...again...lol Im sorry I need somthing to amuse myself.

1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. Do or did you have a crush on me?

5. Would you or have you ever kiss/kissed me?

6. Describe me in three words.

7. What song reminds you of me?

8 .In general what do you think of me ?

9. How well do you know me?

10. When's the last time you saw me?

11. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

12. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you? ...

Sorry I haven't wrote in a while too.. :) things have been CRAAZZZYYY.. :)

I now see Amy so ya'll don't have to be scared.. now just me.. Hope this works.. and I hope Maureen grows up and realizes that her little fucking mind games are childish, and she needs to get over herself.. I got pushed out for Jamie.. oh well.. Off I go then.. new group.. of.. myself.. Me 'n' Ash all the way.. that goes to my school.. All the other ppl that don't go to my school and I'm friends with.. LOVE YA'LL !!

anyways.. leave the answers in my comments PLEEAASSEEE !!

XOXO -0- sarah -0- OXOX

Current Mood: nervous
Current Music: AFI - Silver And Cold

hey..
hey ya'll.. !! Sup ?? N2M.. I did something last night I totally regret, and I feel SO BAD because I promised Amber I would never do it again.. :( .. I'm so sorry Amber.. but it's the last time.. I promise.. because I did it too deep on accident and it KILLS !! I'm SOO SORRY.. never again.. I swear to god.. !! I love you Amber..

Anyways.. I'm in BABCA.. boaring as hell yes.. I'm listening to some cool Punk band on Dick's cd player.. idk.. haha.. it's quite cool.. well g2g.. love ya'll

LEAVE COMMENTS.. :)

-0- sarah anne -0-

Current Mood: bitchy
Current Music: duno

Bad Religion Lyrics to Sorrow..
Sorrow 3:17

Father can you hear me ?
How have I let you down ?
I curse the day that I was born
And all the sorrow in this world

Let me take you to the hurting ground
Where all good men are trampled down
Just to settle a bet that could not be won
Between a prideful father and his son
Will you guide me now, for I can't see
A reason for the suffering and this long misery
What if every living soul could be upright and strong
Well, then I do imagine

There will be sorrow
Yeah there will be sorrow
And there will be sorrow no more

When all soldiers lay there weapons down
Or when all kings and all queens relinquish their crowns
Or when the only true messiah rescues us from ourselves
It's easy to imagine

There will be sorrow
Yeah there will be sorrow
And there will be sorrow no more

There will be sorrow
Yeah there will be sorrow
And there will be sorrow no more

There will be sorrow
Yeah there will be sorrow
And there will be sorrow no more

Current Mood: jealous
Current Music: Bad Religion - Sorrow

.. ut oh ..
haha.. I haven't been getting ready, and I have to be ready to go to school in 5 minutes.. i'm probably gonna miss the bus..
Just wanna say..
Happy 19th Anniversary to my mom and dad..
Happy 19th b-day to Nikki (my cousin)......
and Happy 15th b-day to Jamie (my friend)..
YAY ! whatta busy f-in day !! I'll write again when I get home.. Love ya'll

::hugs::
-Love-
:-:sarah:-:

Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Music: Beastie Boys - Ch Ch Check It Out

...
Lately I've been so confused.. I don't even know what I want anymore.. and .. It's hard to figure out what I want.. :( I don't know anything anymore.. It's pretty sad..

Some things in life aren't ment to be figured out..
I know this..
But..
I CAN'T FIGURE ANYTHING IN MY LIFE OUT.. other than I hate 95 % of the people in Pulaski.. and I LOVE AMBER !! because she's my BEST friend.. and then Greg is one of my really good friends.. and .. Will was a jerk.. and sort of is now, but other than that.. I'm freakin' clueless on my life.. I need help.. I don't even know myself.. Any COMMENTS ??? (to leave a comment. click mY sEx Is WiLd .. )

:: hugs ::
- LovE -
:-: sarah :-:

Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: Soil - Pride

Greg 2 ..
ya know what ?? Never MIND !! I realized today.. that's YUCKY !! haha.. Not you Greg.. You're the greatest person I know, but.. like.. it's GREG !! c'mon.. He's the greatest friend.. and he's such a good friend with me.. that yucky.. lmao..

anyways.. we brought my sister home today.. (back to college home) and then went with my mommy to my Uncle Joes.. yayzer..

I'm gonna call my budd.. (my cousin Justin) I miss my coz.. he's the greatest.. I love him to death.. mwaahhh ::kisses justin on the cheek:: teehhehe..

I miss my Amber .. :( She's my sunshine, when skys are grey.. :( She's my bestest friend ever.. I still love my layout amb.. thanks much .. MWAHH ::kisses:: you're the greatest.. I'M IN LOOVE.. lmao.. jk jk jk.. I'm not in love with anyone.. :) LoVe SuCkS.. sEx Is BeTtEr.. lmao..

Well ya'll time to shoo shoo.. :) lmao.. I'm HYPPPEEERRR.. hahahhahahha..

LLEEAAVVEE CCOOMMEENNTTSS PPLLEEAASSEE PPEEOOPPLLEE .. TTHHAANNKKSS MMUUCCHH..

Current Mood: hyper
Current Music: 1208 - My Loss

To Greg..
Greg.. Like I said, I know this is really stupid.. but.. Ofcoarse, I told you.. I love you more than ever.. and Yes.. this is extremley stupid.. but.. Will you be my boyfriend ??

I love you..

-sarah

Current Mood: nervous
Current Music: It's Your Love (Tim McGraw and Faith Hill)

yupp yupp..
yeah, 6:30 once again.. It's so quite.. i love it.. I'm writing a book.. kinda like a crossmix of Cut and one of Nicholas Sparks books. Today I have BABCA.. and I findout if Andy and I are going out !! I'm so excited. I hope we are !!

Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Music: Christina Aguilara - Get Mine, Get Yours

School..
I just got home from school.. I didn't get to boink ehemm.. :( .. that's ok though.. I will someday.. I love the word BOINK.. lmao.. I took it from Amber, I hope you don't care hon.. haha..

School was pretty much dumb, once again.. idk ..

Yeah, this is cool.. I'm starting to use my live journal again.. haha..
But I still love Xanga.. but since amb redid my layout.. I LOVE IT
hhahaha..

well, yeah.. Tonight on the internet, Lauren is asking out Andy Ruffini for me.. I like him, but I kinda like Justin Maitland better.. but he says he's gay.. so.. uhh.. I'm guessing AnDy's a better pick.. lol..

:) Leave A Comment Please :)

*-*-* I LOVE SEX *-*-*

Love Sucks, Sex is better, Stick it in and I'll get wetter..
/\ lol, Melissa /\

-*- sarah -*-

Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: 1208 - My Loss

Amber...
hey ya'll.. Do you like the new layout ??? It was ALL Amber.. and I LOVE IT !! it is 6:30 am.. and I'm on my computer.. i'm brilliant.. lmao..
I get to have oral AND regular sex with MB tonight.. I'm excited.. it sounds exciting !! If you can tell, and amber knows, that i'm all about sex. hahaha.. MIKE; YOU'RE GEORGUS ..

Like the Trojan says... GET IT ON !!

lmao..

Thanks a lot amber.. i appreciate it.. I love you forever and ever..

xOXOXOXOXO..
love ya..

-sarah anne-

Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Music: 12 Stones - Stay .. my new fav. song..

Amber.. lmao..
1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. Do you have a crush on me?

5. Would you kiss me?

6. Describe me in one word.

7. What was your first impression?

8. Do you still think that way about me now?

9. What reminds you of me?

10. If you could give me anything what would it be?

11. How well do you know me?

12. When's the last time you saw me?

13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

14. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

FILL THE DAMN THING OUT FUCKERS lol...

My life is weird.. one minute I'm happy-go-skippy, but then after that, I'm cring, and in a bad mood, and wanting to committ suicide.. what should I do ?? I'm so confused..

Current Mood: confused
Current Music: Soil - Pride

BTW.. Cutting Solves Everything
btw.. what I didn't put in the last one.. cutting solves everything.. to replace emotial pain with acually physical pain.. EXELLENT !!! Self-mutilation .. easily said, easily done.. Leave A Comment if you care.. which means I won't get any.. Kisses.. XOXO..

Current Mood: amused
Current Music: 12 Stones - Stay .. my new fav. song..

BTW.. Cutting Solves Everything
btw.. what I didn't put in the last one..
cutting solves everything..
to replace emotial pain with acually physical pain..

Advertisement